rough start...great end!

Today was about a 1/2 & 1/2 day! It started off like shit! It was icey when I got up and mom fell, then nana fell then dad had to drive in it to go to jury duty! Then I had to be at work at 12... NO FUN driving in that mess with no defrost and you have to stop every 5 minutes to scrap ice off! i finally made it to work. ON TIME might I add. Then it was SUPER slow! We straightned everything about 100 times! Then the bad really started! My friend and I were eating lunch together and she got a phone call saying someone in her family had tried to kill himself! It was awful! I was so concerned about her driving in that state of mind and with the weather like it was! (I'm praying for you and your family girl...) after I went back to work I saw a certain person who brought some VERY UNANTED feelings....and thats all I will say on that note! Then to top it all off, there was this little old man in the store wondering around like he was lost, so I went up to him and asked him if I could help him and he said yes...he was looking for a few shirts and mittens and wanted to buy 2 gift cards! Now to all of you, thats not a bad stituation! but this little old man looked, acted and talked just like my papa. My moms dad who passed away a little over a year ago! My papa wore his hats just like that old man and he used to buy me jcpenny gift cards EVERY YEAR!!!!! Helping that man, I couldn't help but remember papa... I had to pass him off to another associate while I gathered up my tears and my nerve... It was so sweet and was just kinda like a reminder that even though my granma and papa aren't with us on earth, they will forever be with us in our hearts and our minds and no one can ever take away my memories! I got off work at 7 and went and got some stuff and came home! Thats when my day got better! I dyed my hair black with red streaks in it! I LOVE IT!!!! I have a new found confidence! Next week I'm going to get my tattoo covered up and my lip peirced and I have a feeling thats going to be the icing on the cake for my self confidence! I love my new found life and my changes that are happening! I've lost alot of weight and it just feels amazing! Even more I LOVE THE NEW PEOPLE that are in this new life! They love and accept me for ME and as long as I'm happy...so are they! THIS IS GOING TO BE THE BEST CHRISTMAS AND START OF A NEW YEAR THAT I'VE EVER HAD!!!!!!