I bet all of you that follow my blogs wish that I’d stop getting new ones! I swear this one is the last one! Lol!
A lot has happened in the past 6 months or more and life’s been a bitch for a lack of better words! First, the lawyer mom works for was murdered in the parking lot. She had just left work 3 minutes before. She as well as everyone else was very shaken up because it really could’ve been any of them who was hurt. Her job has been up in the air since. Then, Dad had his motorcycle accident and had to have his foot amputated. Its been a really long, hard road but he’s now walking on his own without crutches some. Now, Cody and I are going through a divorce! YES, I’m sure all of you are shocked BUT, its been a long time coming! We just kept it hidden until we knew exactly how it was gonna end up! I’ve been back at mom and dads for a while now. I got my job at JC Penneys and am doing fairly well! Its tough on everyone with me being back home! I feel like a burden to them and I feel like I should just be on my own, and out of the way! I know they love me and don’t mind me being here, its just not an ideal situation!
I’m beginning to find happiness again! it’s a great feeling! I have awesome new friends that accept ME for ME. I have a job and can provide for myself now. My family still loves me and forgives me for the mistakes I’ve made. Even though I’m not out of the woods yet, I’m starting to see the light at the end. I’m moving forward and have a positive outlook on what my life has planned. The past is the past and will be left there! I will NEVER dwell on the what could’ve beens or the ifs.
For all of you who have stuck by me, who have given me advice, who have given me a shoulder to cry on, or who have just listened…thank you! What goes around comes around and I’m here to return the favor!
The next few posts will probably be more updates or answering questions now that its finally OUT in the wide open that I’m getting a divorce so sorry if you’ve already heard the story…bear with me!
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